I love this. So true.
It’s been 9 years since I’ve last made a blog Post on this site. I will say alot had changed and I have grown over the years. I’m 29 now. moved back to my home state of Maryland. I will say relocating to another state takes alot of patience. Im still adjusting. Over the last 9. I’m not the free spirit blogger I used to be. I’ve changed in a way that has made me open my eyes to the real reality of life. The hurt the pain the sorrow, the lost of where in going in life and whose I will become. I guess by now I though I would have had my life together or that I would have settled down by now. Today I’ve deactivated /deleted all of my social media accounts. I feel like I used fb/IG too much. I would compare my life to others and I always wondered when my turn would come. Everything happens for a reason. Today this will be my only social media for a while. As I using this as an outlet to clear my mind. For the longest time I haven’t wrote out my feelings or how my life is. This is kinda therapeutic in a way. I will try my best to just blog everyday to keep my mind focus on myself and personal growth.
Im so excited for the next fall semester cause i finally decided to transfer to another college now that i have all my requirements out the way from Fort Valley state. Clayton state is a beautiful campus in a wooded area with beautiful ponds with swans. nice dormitories too. im transferring there because the music program is what i need since im a music major. Fort Valley State didnt have an orchestra only band and i knew i wanted to practice piano but i also wanted to get back in an orchestra. since ive played the cello in high school for two in a half years. i miss it. Clayton state is not an HBCU like fort vallley it’s more diverse populated which i feel that i need to be acustom too. I feel it’s important especially in the field of music. I have such a eclectic taste for music. anyways Im ready for the new school year. I will miss my sister who will still attend fort valley again next year i did depend on her when i was there. she helped me out alot while i was at fort valley now it’s time for me to be on my own turf. and lead my own path. 🙂
I found this random video of mariah carey’s sister singing. her voice is def opposite of mariah but i notice the talking voice is very similar. wish they would have done a duet. i bet that would have been something. for more info on alison click link below: